Tuesday, September 30, 2008

All alone today

I dropped Trey off at the sitters this morning at 8:30, trying to prepare myself for the inevitable of returning to work tomorrow. I feel like I am a bad mother for having to work outside of the home. I need to work outside the home to pay the bills though.

Today I am going to occupy some time by working on my website and listing some of the kids outgrown clothing on ebay. I guess I really should be cleaning my house and doing laundry, but they of course will wait patiently on me LOL.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Preparing to return to work

yes, it has been a while since I have written. I am now the proud mother of a beautiful baby boy. Trey was born on July 22 and weighed 7lbs 10oz and was 19 inches long. I am totally in love with him, along with my 2 girls! Our family is now complete. As you can see in this picture, he is not quite sure what he has gotten himself into.

I found myself in the daunting task of having to find a babysitter for my little man, since financially I will have to return to work. I found a young lady who just recently graduated from Virginia Tech. She also has an 8 month old daughter. She will only be keeping Trey, which definitely makes me happy. I know that I will cry when I have to return to work next week though. He has only stayed with her for about 2 hours one day last week by himself. I'm scared about leaving him, angry that I have to return to work, and wishing I could win the lottery! Now is a great time for a plug about my business :) Go to my website and buy bows and headbands so I can afford to stay home with my little man!
I have to return to work on October 1. I am dreading the day. I cry thinking about it. :(